I don't think I've -ever- been this happy.

I Love College. <3

I had this really positive post prepared for y'all. But I couldn't bring myself to posting it.

At the moment I'm feeling a bit weird. I'd almost say emo. xD but that's not it.

Hasn't been going so well at work, and considering the breakup between my bf and me it hasn't been going so well at home either.

Soo.. I'm just searching now. For a new direction. Because I feel a bit lost. Yeah thats the word, lost.

My birthday is next week, and YOU're invited. I didn't really plan anything yet. So I'm gonna focus on that now.

Yeah, I promised to update within two weeks. *does some math* I'm too late. *sigh*

kay.. I talked to my manager about the problems I was having. I made new plans for my programm. The original plan cannot be done with the time I have. My colleagues all agreed to the new plan. So yah.

Good things: Less pressure, because due to the new plan I have less things to worry about. Also, I finally figured AJAX ([link]) out, so things go a bit easier now.

Lately I've been gaming mostly, work is so incredibly boring, I just don't feel like spending time there. But hey, only till the 6th of februari and then I can get back to school.

Also I've been considering going to university after I finished this study. I'd be nice to learn more stuff instead of working. I know the work I do atm can't compare to what I'll do when I've finished school, so why wait? But I think I'll need more time, I enjoy going to school, I enjoy learning new things.

Pff... Only one week left 'till hollidays. I hope I'll be able to catch some rest and go visit some people. I have a full schedule already.

Well... time to go home I guess. tired of this work.

Ha! I just read some of my previous journals and I realized how much I have changed through the past three years. When I read "Let's play TAG!" I was rather embarrassed. Glad I grew up. *coughcoughcough*

It's actually not going so well at work. I'm three weeks behind on schedule, not my fault though. I'm doing my best to catch up, but everything is going so slow. I'm really bored.
I just finished my eleventh week, so eleven more to go. Pff...

Oh, I had a mosquito flying around in my room for the past days. It got me. It stung right in my eyelids and nose. I look really silly now, with swollen eyelids, eyes half closed.

I'm currently trying to install my new computer at work, so that it'll run my program. But I think it hates me. I'm only reading tutorials and howto's all day, just to figure out why I have this error message on my screen. Even google lets me down.
For the past 3 days I've done nothing more than installing and repairing. It annoys the fck out of me.

I'm prolly just going to reinstall the whole machine again, for the third time. Getting sick of wasting my time like this.

wow... this is a depressing post. XD I will update it with something more optimistic within two weeks. Promise.

Take care all.

At the moment I'm a trainee at KPN, the biggest telecom company of the Netherlands. So no school for me for a while.

Also, I recently bought an eee pc.
I've been looking out for the eee pc for more than a year now. (specs: [link])
In the end I bought a winXP version *shaaame*, but I got a fcking huuge discount, so I couldn't resist.

Pieectures!
This is at work: [link] (I've adjusted the resolution, at the photo it looks weird)
This is at home: [link] (arent they cute together)

Oh rite. KPN. It's really fun to work there. It's a big company and most people here are men at least twice my age. But there's a nice atmosphere and the people are friendly.

Less than two years and I've finished my studies. I'm really glad everything goes so smoothly.